3rd Entry

- THE JOURNAL OF MARIA GRIFFIN -

'Don't be fooled by the rocks that I got/ I'm still, I'm still Jenny from the block/ Used to have a little, now I have a lot/ No matter where I go, I know where I came from.'
Yes Jenny, you do have A LOT. Not only money but also a guy... Something I will lose if my plan fails. And yes, I do have a plan, a new one - one that does NOT include killing Logan.
Have you ever heard the saying 'if you can't win them, join them'? Well, I've figured that's all I have to do -I have to join Logan, please him, so he won't tell Jonathan about the kiss. Of course he can't find out I'm only trying to please him for my boyfriend. How am I going to do this? Well, I'll have to convince Logan that I broke up with Jonathan AND that he is so depressed he won't show up at the usual spots (so Logan won't try to find him). This is not a perfect plan though... I will have to pretend I'm actually interested in Logan. Crazy, right? And, well, I'll probably have to kiss him again but things can't be worse than they are now, can they? Besides, I'm just trying to protect Jonathan, the one guy I love. What's wrong with that? (Okay, don't answer that.)
And don't you think of calling me hypocrite, cheater or bitch -Oh no, you don't. There are LOADS of girls doing it -dating two guys at the same time, I mean - and I bet they don't have a good excuse like mine. As I said, I'm just trying to protect the guy I love, while those girls just do it for fun! That's the big, ENORMOUS difference.
Anyway, wait just a sec so I can call Logan.

= 2 minutes later =
Ok, done. Everything is going as I've planed. The talk went like this:
Beep...
Beep...
-"Hello?"
-"Hi Logan!"
-"Maria, what a pleasant surprise..."
-"You think so? Anyway, I have to talk to you about-"
-"Not about Jonathan again... Listen, I've already told you I-"
-"We broke up."
-"I don't care if you... Wait, what did you say?"
-"We broke up. I mean, I broke up with him."
-"Really?"- Logan asked with an interested voice.
-"Yeah. Anyway, I was hoping we could talk about it personally."
-"Why's that? Wanna kill me for having to break up with him?"
-"Don't be silly."- I answered with a sweet voice, trying hard neither to laugh nor giggle. -"I broke up with him because I wanted to. It just wasn't the same after... Our kiss."
Logan remained silent for a second, before asking:
-"Our kiss?"
-"Well, you're quite a good kisser, you know?" -Now you can't call me a liar either. -"But, as I said, I'd like to tell you all about Jonathan's sock when he heard what had happened... Doncha wanna hear?"
-"Sure. I'll be waiting at The Orange Spot."
-"Okay, toddles!"
And I hung up. Just in case you're wondering, The Orange Spot is a bar. I don't really feel like talking about what I've just done and what I'm about to do and I still have to get ready to go out... With Logan.

All in all... I'm out of here!
Love,

the one Maria Griffin --